tried a day without meds at work

Sometimes (very often) I like to gaslight myself into thinking I don’t need my vyvanse to function. I woke up later than usual this morning and if I had taken my vyvanse I probably wouldn’t of gotten much sleep, debated taking dex instead but thought f*ck it I don’t need medication. Did some exercise and ate lunch, felt even better.

I got to work, wasted 30 minutes chatting with coworkers, sat down and started working. 20 minutes in i’m thinking shit, this is actual torture. How the f*ck am I going to get through 8hrs of this. I was seriously contemplating driving back home to get my meds. Somehow, I managed to get through it by taking 5 toilet breaks and an extra 15 minute dinner break, and about an hour of wasting time chatting. Was the longest 8hrs of my life.

The funny thing is, i’ll do the exact same thing in a couple of weeks. This is a reoccurring issue of me thinking I don’t actually have adhd. 🤣

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